When I feel like giving up, I have a million options, things and people to keep me going. But when I keep going, I have a million people and things keeping me down.
I want to keep going.
I want to be someone.
I keep pushing myself when I don't want to anymore.
When I want to say, FUCK IT.
When I hate everyone.
When I feel like the next time someone talks to me, I want to punch them square in their mouths.
I haven't felt this angry in my life before.
I wonder if coming into the military was the right move for me.
I have a son, I'm divorced and unhappy.
I don't get it. Where did I go wrong?
Why me god?
What did I do to deserve this life?
My life mantra of living with no regrets... I just can't justify it at times.
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